All of this, the hardest one you thought, may not be the hardest.
Cause life will keep going on, time is ticking, and by then, you'll be a stronger person if Allaah will.
You won't even realize, you'll be wondering why you consider this one as the hardest one.
You have Allaah. All over the time. All over the situations.
Allaah won't let go of you, as long as you want to be guided by Allaah.
Allah never leave you, but then sometimes you just decided to leave Him.
So don't even think to distance yourself from Allaah.
Cause if it's not Allaah, then who else?
No one will be there. Except Allaah.
Say Alhamdulillah, and let's seek Allah's ridha :)

Remember, Your Lord has been made you perfectly! You are amazing, In Shaa Allaah.
But then, let's be more amazing. Let's be what Allah likes.
Cause what else can we do to show Him our gratitude?
CMIIW